karut .

it's 1.41 a.m already. and i cant sleep. for a fact yang i truly miss benn. he's getting worse with all those vomitting and joint pains. indeed i am worried sick but hopefully he'll be alright esok. and maybe jugak i cant sleep sebab petang tadi dah tidur tak ingat dunia sebab pening kepala. yerp. kemungkinan besar untuk dapat viral adalah tinggi since the kids memang tak sihat.

it's nice how you make new friends out of your old ones. it makes me think that somehow people tend to forget how simple it is to make new friends and keep it rather than being all fake and think that's the new cool. alahai.

nadd's gone. :( hope to see her soon. but not too soon. prolly next month, if not mistaken. god. i miss her. selalu time time camni dia online sebab tunggu AA. and we'll chat sampai pukul 3,4 before she forced me to go to sleep. gah. i miss her.

all my assignments masih TAK berusik. except for english. itu pun suku je baru. takde mood. maybe sebab risau and badan sendiri pun tak sedap. and bukak facebook macam takde benda. empty gila rasa. oh my.

ni tanda tanda nak pms lah ni. mimpi pun pelik2 je.

i have a feeling that tomorrow is gonna be a good day. eventho tak dapat jumpe benn but esok nak study japanese. (kalau sehat lah)

kenapa entry merapu habis ni? haih. sorry folks. entry unsur2 nasihat/repekan gila tak dapat ditulis/taip skang sebab tiada mood. mungkin esok ke lusa. bila dapat ilham.


kadang kadang kita jadi defenseless. nak tegur tapi nanti orang kata kurang ajar. nak tanya orang kata kepoci. ini susah jadi budak kecik di mata mereka semua. sayang sayang, tahun 2010 ni saya sudah dua puluh dua. bukan budak baru nak amik spm. awet muda betul. pfft.


p.s ; tidur ni agak agak mimpi johny depp tak?

p.p.s ; tadi tengok cerita THE LEGEND OF EXTRAORDINARY MEN. ada sean connery. ada vampire. mr hyde. mamat invisible. peh.