December 20, 2009

something is not just right.

i feel awful. i really do. i should be jumping up and down but instead i'm mopping around. *sigh.
i dont know why am i feeling like this. macam benda tak kena. it's like u boleh rasa in your guts yang benda tu salah. kau dah start wondering, is this a real deal or just benda orang expect you to do and you have to do it in order to meet up to people punya expectations?

darn it. i have no idea. none at all.

i need to find inner peace. kena start cari jiwa balik. dah go way overboard dah ni. darn it. if it's not this then nak buat ape lg? urgh.

:(

p.s : dah mula gelisah. :((

3 comments:

amero said...

tarik nafas.. dalam2.. then lepas.. go for it.. thats all, what ever will be, will be..tetapkan ati, go for it.. dis is the moment u've been waiting for, then dun let it slip away..

AfiqahAR said...

huh?!

Syafy. said...

benn ; i know. i know. i'm grateful you're here for me. you dont know how much it means to me. ily. :)

adik ; biasalah, ada konflik jiwa. u know me kan. selalu ada konflik. haha. no worries. semua benda dah settle. :)