tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-63660545643465062612024-03-20T02:27:26.096+08:00Serigala JadianWerewolves macam cool kan?
GRRR.Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.comBlogger249125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-57241018422338896362014-07-16T15:41:00.001+08:002014-07-16T15:45:48.372+08:00Selamat lima tahun, Benn. <br />
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<b>Selamat lima tahun (dan sembilan hari), Benn. </b><br />
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Orang kadang selalu tanya ;</div>
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<i>"Macamana boleh survive?"</i> </blockquote>
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<i>"Kahwin gantung je lah."</i></blockquote>
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Okayyy ayat last tu Rosha selalu cakap kalau jumpa dia. HAHA. </div>
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I dont really know macamana the both of us boleh sampai tahun kelima ni. Gaduh sampai berjam-jam, gaduh nangis-nangis. Paling teruk gaduh tak bercakap 3 hari. Seksa jiwa raga. Aku ni dah lah jenis benda kecik pun nak cerita - beli murtabak ke, kereta problem ke, Boiyot taknak makan ke. Jadinya sepanjang 3 hari tu aku restless. Nak tunggu dia cakap dulu. Ye lah, degil kan. Tapi lama mana sangat nak ego, end up message jugak cakap sorry. Lepastu automatic baik balik macam takde benda berlaku. Dramanya, lahai. </div>
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Dia degil, aku pun degil. Tapi kalau ikutkan tahap kedegilan tu, dia lah champion. Sebab anak sulung kot, degil lebih sikit. Hahaha. But since we are so used to each other, kalau gaduh tu we know at the end of the day we'll still be together. </div>
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Benn ni tak romantik sebenarnya. Tapi banyak gestures dia yang aku rasa lagi romantik dari dapat bunga. Macam tadi, dia singgah tempat aku kerja. Pulangkan balik Smart Tag yang aku tertinggal dalam kereta dia. Bila check baki, eh kenapa berlebih banyak. </div>
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Terus lah cair hati ni. Gamaknya aku ni mudah cair kot. Hahahaha. </div>
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Banyak lagi benda dia buat yang maybe bagi orang lain benda kecil je tapi bagi aku all those small things matters. But despite all these, Benn ni sangat annoying. He will find a way to annoy me almost everyday, dah jadi macam trademark dia. Jenis suka annoy aku for the sake saja suka-suka. Urgh. Annoying tapi sayang. Conflicted. HAHAHA. </div>
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Hi love,<br />
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Happy 5 years, Sayang.<br />
Thank you for putting up with my tantrums, as I know I can be handfuls at times.<br />
Thank you belikan macam-macam from Egypt, especially tshirt Zagazig tu.<br />
Bangga jugak pakai walaupun bukan budak Medic. Hihihi.<br />
Thank you selalu make an effort to datang sini and hangout walaupun you still jetlag. </div>
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I love you :*</div>
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Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-81626197499560235812014-01-19T20:18:00.003+08:002014-01-19T20:33:11.297+08:002014Happy New Year.<br />
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Lambat 19 hari but hey, masih dalam bulan January. Life is good, Alhamdulilah. Tahun ni nak masuk umur 26 tahun, masih lagi orang tanya if I'm lepasan spm. (Tetiap tahun pun mesti ada soalan macamtu, nampak sangat masih childish).<br />
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Dua enam.<br />
Baru mula kerja.<br />
Baru nak menapak.<br />
Belum berkahwin.<br />
Belum bertunang.<br />
Belum ada anak.<br />
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I feel old. HAHAHA.<br />
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But hey, life begins at 40 katanya wewiit.<br />
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All my life I had been looking for something. Hidup ada makna, bukan? "Belajar rajin-rajin, boleh masuk University. Boleh dapat kerja, dapat gaji mewah. Ada rumah, ada kereta, hidup senang"<br />
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Basically people telling me to study hard, get straight A's, get married, have children and die.<br />
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And the cycle repeats for everyone.<br />
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Everywhere I turned, someone tried to tell me how to behave, how to plan for my future. Well mula-mula memang boleh terima, walaupun for a fact the answers (more like instructions) were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory.<br />
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I was naive. Well siapa je tak, kan? Kita semua pun pernah (dan mungkin masih) naive. I was looking for myself and asking everyone questions which I, and only I, could answer it. Hidup ni kita yang tentukan, bukan orang lain. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with, that I am nobody but myself.<br />
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In the end, we know what we wanna be. Kita tentukan apa kita nak, kita decide what kind of future we wanna have for ourselves and our children (If you want children lah kan).<br />
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I am learning to be free. Learning that it is okay to make mistakes with your own decisions. It might not be your best decision yet, but you made it and you will damn sure to learn from it.<br />
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I learn to let go. Let go of thinking too much on what other people might or will say about me. Let go of all the negative vibes around me, let go of all the heartaches and disappointments in my life for depending too much on other people's feeling or thoughts.<br />
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And I am happy as I could be. When you are happy, it will show. Your face will glow and you'll feel good about yourself no matter how difficult it will be. Hidup takde cabaran, tak best lah kan? We learn from it. Yang penting, just be yourself and trust yourself in making those big decisions. No matter what.<br />
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I'm changing, to be a better person. People may or may not accept that. But hey, its my own experience. We change constantly. Cuma kita sedar atau tidak je. :)<br />
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Live. Breathe. Be free.<br />
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p/s : Gua konvo lagi 6 hari! Mama, I kept my promise. :D<br />
<br />Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-77174667503091783972013-12-11T23:46:00.001+08:002013-12-11T23:48:57.161+08:00Give and take. Kalau nak ikut apa aku mahu dalam relationship, banyak benda sebenarnya. Aku mahu di-suprisekan, mahu dibawa hiking naik bukit tengok sunrise sama-sama, mahu diajak bungee jumping, mahu diberi bunga dan chocolate, mahu kalau keluar buat benda spontan. I'm a hopeless romantic girl. The kind of girl that reads Nicholas Sparks books and go "awwww" lepastu berangan.<br />
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Itu aku. Enam tahun lepas. Berangan dan mengharapkan lelaki romantik. Mengharap cinta yang macam movies.<br />
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Ditakdirkan aku jatuh cinta dengan Benn. Si dia yang malu beri surat cinta, segan sebut iloveyou in public, tidak reti buat suprise <i>(kerana dia akan panik dan berpeluh kemudian bila ditanya kenapa, dia akan terus jawab tanpa fikir, lalu terbongkar rahsia. Alahaiii). </i><br />
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But I'm happier than I could ever imagine. I've fallen in love with my best friend. He's funny as hell. Dia faham aku macamana, dia saja boleh buat aku tergelak besar masa aku tengah nangis sedu-sedu. Dia lah my Adam Sandler, Steve Carell, Seth Rogen, Jonah Hill, Ben Stiller, Will Ferrell, Russell Brand, James Franco, Ken Jeong, Mike Myers, Borat, Rob Schneider, Jack Black, and Owen Wilson all roll into one.<br />
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Kita selalu harap benda tidak realistik dalam relationship. Aku tak boleh harap dia akan jadi hopeless romantic macam dalam movies. Cukup sekadar dia romantik cara dia. Macam ada juga certain guys yang jenis tak cakap <i>Iloveyou </i>hari-hari, sebab bagi dia kalau sudah bercinta kenapa perlu dia verify cinta dia setiap hari? Dapat pula girlfriend yang jenis kena cakap <i>Iloveyou</i> setiap masa. Ah sudah. Bergaduh pula.<br />
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4 tahun bercinta. Macam-macam benda sudah digaduhkan, macam-macam isu ditimbulkan.<br />
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Antara benda paling utama dalam relationship selain trust ; <b>don't compare.</b><br />
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Jangan compare dia dengan lelaki-lelaki lain. Pasal apa-apa sekalipun. Tak semua orang bercinta cara sama. Ada orang rasa kalau bercinta means kena jumpa selalu. Ada orang pulak tak perlu. So its up to you and your partner untuk decide apa korang nak dan selesa dalam relationship tu.<br />
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Tipulah kalau aku dengan Benn tak pernah bergaduh. Masa jadi best friend pun bergaduh, apatah lagi masa bercinta. Kadang tu bila marah cakap main lepas je. Masing-masing ego taknak mengalah. Gaduh jenis jerit-jerit maki. Lepastu merajuk berhari-hari. <i>(Aku sehari boleh resah kalau tak borak, dia boleh hati keras tak cakap berhari-hari. Lelaki. Haih)</i>. Eventually, we sat down and talk about it. Tak boleh macamni, dah makin tua takkan nak bergaduh macam budak-budak. Satu pihak kena mengalah bila sorang tengah marah. Tak kisah siapa salah. Sebab kalau time tu nak bertekak, dua-dua taknak dengar sebab syaitan tengah sorak suruh gaduh. Bila dah cool down, baru boleh nampak sebenarnya benda tu isu kecik je, tak perlu nak bertekak pun in the first place. <i>(Aku la tu selalu cari pasal. Hihi)</i><br />
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Perempuan dan lelaki. Banyak perbezaan. Dari segi emosi, dari segi pemikiran.<br />
Cuba bagi satu masalah kepada sekumpulan lelaki dan perempuan. Cara dorang solvekan isu confirm lain, walaupun masalahnya sama.<br />
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Memang far from perfect. Masih belajar lagi, masih perbaiki diri.<br />
Cumanya lately aku tiba-tiba jadi relationship therapist tidak berbayar. HAHAHA<br />
To F and A, maaf. Aku pun tak tahu macamana nak bagi nasihat. Masih clueless about love.<br />
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Nak-nak pulak aku dengan Benn sekarang ni long distance relationship (LDR). Ingat LDR ni mudah? Jumpa setahun cuma dua-tiga bulan sekali. <i>(Bukanlah tiap-tiap hari. Jenuh dia nak ulang alik Bangi-Klang. Minyak mahal oi)</i>. The first year, gaduh teruk. Susah nak adapt, sebab timezone lain. Tempat dia 6 jam lambat dari Malaysia. So by the time dia balik dari kelas, aku dah mengantuk or dah tidur. Bila dia cuti, aku pulak busy. Masa tu kami berdua cuma ada Blackberry. Cuma borak thru BBM dan Email.<br />
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Now dia dah 3 tahun dekat sana. Dah boleh faham jadual kelas dia yang sangat pack, almost every week ada exam. Aku cuba faham kesibukan dia, dan dia akan cuba communicate semampu dia. Basically relationship ni about give and take. Dua-dua kena usaha, kena tunjuk ada effort nak be in the relationship dan kena saling faham sesama sendiri. Kena banyak sabar, tak boleh nak ikut kepala kau je.<br />
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Tiada couple yang kenal sehari dua dah boleh terus faham kerenah partner dia. It's a learning process, everyday. Walaupun dah kenal Benn for 6 years, tapi masih banyak benda yang aku tak tahu pasal dia. Contohnya, recently aku baru tahu dia tak kenal McDreamy. Whaaaa??<br />
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"I nak jadi neurosurgeon" - <i>Dia selalu tukar profession, kejap ortho, kejap neuro. Aku kejap nak jadi lecturer, kejap nak jadi ceo. Maafkan kami pasangan kuat berangan.</i> </blockquote>
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Setelah puas membebel selama 10 minit, rupanya dia saja nak tengok aku mengelabah ayam cuba meng-explain siapa McDreamy. Padahal dia tak cakap pun dia tak tahu. Cuma buat-buat tukar soalan. Terus diikuti dengan sesi merajuk dan mula keluar ayat seperti "I hetchu" dan "Taknak kawan" serta "I nak kawin dengan Johnny Depp"<br />
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Buat F dan A,<br />
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Kau dan partner kau saja boleh tentukan macamana bentuk relationship korang tu. Jangan dengar sangat cakap orang. Jangan peduli apa kata orang. Asal kau dan dia selesa berborak apa saja dan bahagia, go for it. Buat apa saja yang bagi hati kau berbunga. Be romantic, be spontaneous, be adventurous. Apa-apa saja. Pertahankan hubungan yang ada, kerana bukan semudah itu mahu buang cinta lama dan kemudian jatuh cinta all over again. It's a tiring process, really. Jadi selagi kau dan dia masih ada cinta, fight for it. Sit down and talk. Masing-masing dah besar, boleh borak secara matang. Bergaduh itu lumrah bercinta. Belajar give and take. Belajar berkomunikasi dengan baik.<br />
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Buat apa-apa saja, asal hati kau benar-benar bahagia. :)<br />
<br />Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-8095125414282443392013-10-06T21:12:00.000+08:002013-10-06T21:12:37.877+08:00Salah. Kaku.<br />
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Tak tahu nak tulis apa. Setahun lebih berhenti.<br />
Terlalu banyak benda nak diberi perhatian sampai lupa pada kawan baik yang satu ini.<br />
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Kawan baik. Sebab dia pegang semua rahsia, semua coretan minda.<br />
Dah lama tak borak dengan kawan baik, kekok kejap.<br />
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Kadang bila kita cerita, kita cuma mahu pihak lagi satu tu mendengar tanpa any judgements. Dia dengar, dia peluk dan kita move on dari situasi tu.<br />
Tak semua benda kita cerita dan share perlukan jalan penyelesaian.<br />
Sometimes we come up with our own solution, dan mahu orang itu setuju dengan kita.<br />
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Payahnya kita ni.<br />
Complicatenya kita ni.<br />
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Isunya bukan pada orang mendengar, tapi pada kita. I'm talking about myself.<br />
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Pernah tersalah percaya pada orang?<br />
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Terlajak perahu boleh undur.<br />
Terlajak kata.......<br />
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<br />Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-29427570589500225312012-04-07T01:17:00.002+08:002012-04-07T01:34:55.156+08:00BukanBukan mudah kali ini. Bukan benda sama. Kali ini sangat berbeza dan tahap peritnya, ya Allah. Bagai dirobek-robek jiwa. <br /><br />Aku ini manusia biasa. Acapkali dilontarkan begitu. Ya. Manusia biasa yang punya cacat cela sini sana, dan punyai sifat ekspresif cukup kuat. <br />tapi. <br /><br />mungkin salah aku kerana terlalu percaya<br />ah. biadap sungguh jiwa<br />percaya orang membuta tuli<br /><br />aku jarang sekali menangis di depan orang yang aku tidak percaya 100%. <br />kerana tangisan itu boleh disalah tafsirkan.<br />boleh dijadikan benda untuk dibahan. <br />sedangkan kau jadi saksi sisi aku yang satu <br />yang rapuh<br />yang pilu<br />yang buntu<br />yang hiba<br />yang menunggu masa untuk gembira semula<br /><br />tapi kau tak nampak itu<br />kau rasakan tangisan aku itu suatu modal<br />bertemankan air liur<br />bersulamkan dongengan tafsiran<br />kau mulakan operasi<br />kau jual sana sini<br /><br /><br />seronok kah aku tanya kau?<br />rasa macam di syurga?<br />ada rasa dapat piala?<br /><br /><br />mungkin suatu hari nanti bila kau sendiri menangis di tepi<br />aku lalu dan hulurkan tisu<br />kau akan sedar yang kita dikurniakan lidah bukan untuk menipu. <br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">Syafrah Ashadi Saidin<br /><br />1.34am<br />TBC</span>Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-36386393332767148162012-02-15T22:22:00.007+08:002012-02-15T22:58:53.385+08:00Cuma itu.Bila memendam sorang, jadi payah, jadi susah. Bila dicerita jadi isu, jadi benda begitu. <br />Jadi kau usulkan cara mudahnya. Tiada bukan?<br />Sana salah, sini salah. Semua benda end up jadi salah juga akhirnya. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Time supposedly heals all the pain. I've been waiting for years. But that day never came. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Ketenangan. Itu yang aku perlukan saat-saat begini. <br />Itu. Cuma itu.Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-51629490304058720082011-12-14T00:20:00.004+08:002011-12-20T23:25:20.825+08:00Twenty 3Sudah dua tiga usia. Terasa tua jika berdiri sebelah anak-anak buah yang semakin menambah. Terasa muda jika duduk sebelah Papa, yang berusaha mengingati tarikh lahir puteri bongsunya ini. <div><br /></div><div>Tak banyak yang aku doa tahun ini. Tak seperti tahun-tahun lalu. Bukan merasa diri hebat tidak perlukan doa, cuma aku mahu belajar bersyukur dari meminta-minta. Malu jika terus meminta tanpa sekelumit rasa syukur di hati. </div><div><br /></div><div>Malam semalam tepat jam 12, aku berdoa agar Papa dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan terpenting diberi kesihatan yang baik oleh-NYA. </div><div><br /></div><div>2 tahun lepas aku kecik hati dengan Papa sebab dia lupa wish. Aku merajuk. Aku sembunyi dalam bilik satu hari. Esoknya Papa bagi message yang buat aku nangis tak henti.</div><div><br /></div><div>How powerful my dad is. Simple words, yet aku nangis beriya. </div><div><br /></div><div> And tahun ini how he tried his best to say these words ;</div><div><br /></div><div><blockquote><i>"Happy Birthday"</i></blockquote></div><div><br /></div><div>He smiled and hulurkan tangan kanan. Slowly Papa sebut "Happy Birthday". Walaupun tak perfect, tapi aku terharu. Aku rasa nak nangis. Aku tahan sebab malu. Sebak sangat-sangat. Aku cium tangan Papa, aku cium pipi Papa and aku senyum. </div><div><br /></div><div>Papa hulurkan sampul. Papa tanya mahu makan di mana, dia mahu belanja. </div><div><br /></div><div>Allah saja yang tahu berapa banyak kali aku menangis masa bersiap tadi. Sebak sebab with his condition macam tu, he still wishes to make his daughter happy walaupun pada hakikatnya aku yang kena buat Papa happy. Sebak sebab Papa masih ingat birthday aku walaupun he can't pronounce my name. Sebak sebab after all these years, I am still and always will be Papa's little girl. :')</div><div><br /></div><div>Bongsu. Perempuan. Manja. Sensitif. Hati tisu. </div><div>Semua ini aku rasa buatkan Papa extra risau pasal aku. </div><div>Dan aku rasa aku satu-satunya anak perempuan yang Papa pesan untuk kenalkan buah hati pada dia. Untuk approval, katanya. :)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Ya Allah tolong makbulkan doa aku yang satu itu. Aku tak mohon banyak, cuma itu. Give me a chance to redeem myself and make him proud. Itu saja. </div><div><br /></div><div>Kerana sampai ke hari ini, aku masih terkilan tidak sempat buat Mama bangga. </div>Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-4481802360757232712011-11-19T22:22:00.006+08:002011-11-19T23:06:38.683+08:00Just random.<div><br /></div><div>I'm too lazy to update my blog with my endless ramblings (not in the mood, like most bloggers these days)<div><br /></div><div>Hence, the photos. Random ones. I love them with all my heart. :)</div></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjL5mS0_hz5bR-fH1jElpeRNbxxVkgqOpGIJCp4Tc3TCUWr5efKDyJ7_7ZkoSSFLAsgqi8yRvTmgll2JnK5woTIwGQEL8toRgy4fRqkcXbcZvkn7RtYkP79AEg1tWyk3_VtNIZvwOxmK0w/s1600/naddddd.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 268px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjL5mS0_hz5bR-fH1jElpeRNbxxVkgqOpGIJCp4Tc3TCUWr5efKDyJ7_7ZkoSSFLAsgqi8yRvTmgll2JnK5woTIwGQEL8toRgy4fRqkcXbcZvkn7RtYkP79AEg1tWyk3_VtNIZvwOxmK0w/s400/naddddd.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5676719187625545010" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjc5Fn5P_E-65g2f2VLLS66P3XRTULePxth4_wSbuOyJlkBXNT55xWxY57NkUbVpynmUpFB99hhyN8dmr2FtQQpreNIZSvOVvZXFj_iHBXv5HNETtLhQmaxwCPEQBaSW81FR6QTysmXU-w/s1600/gb.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; 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margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px; " src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTBXFugdE6tIqSKkJS9vOoxFSDkAmWAk56FUBXzldUJHpwpvjm1QAln8wndK1T7Q15rfN_wxZfuSQTbVM3PvFnIZGOmWBlc2oQTGydNLg32WqYVe88OhyUZ7Hq6v_iqqkigkn65bMi_cM/s400/rock.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5676715502307760930" /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhFpJIl1rPmmxie-xaEjh-k014pMq-H8D_ZYQM5HSxdWfCGXtKvbU2MoWBBNpPeQtZRTrvz9TlNiqM9ykuukW0zbEPk_XR2bmWClZV7yYiu-fCKVNER5F-z8f2lmVoLOzTwDU19rZLgLM/s1600/wedd.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhFpJIl1rPmmxie-xaEjh-k014pMq-H8D_ZYQM5HSxdWfCGXtKvbU2MoWBBNpPeQtZRTrvz9TlNiqM9ykuukW0zbEPk_XR2bmWClZV7yYiu-fCKVNER5F-z8f2lmVoLOzTwDU19rZLgLM/s400/wedd.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5676715488432654674" /><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 335px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhm2HfMm1t2VvXYevcXkBtiXW0P2D4ZU_n_Gxidt1j1OKrfS4mFRO3EVnFGR7wvAPU59knzTx1P15HqaAvV3o-Xtj0BcBzCV-RnjHyCxKiOBJTuztn-qZvjMM0CkIxo13QG3yYiD10nvNo/s400/themmmm.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5676715500554405954" /><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEje5gzzuqRS-Raauitsy9g36OKutbPL-4Y7txGKznsbxt-gsS7YdTD31CmkpuVLITN010mfFFHh9x80lyptiRqf6YaJKjTCLoySa8wYNfG0dYX8S2Ryrv_WKH6xyOnSYAPLYcKGG40cuwc/s400/themm.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5676715490875004194" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/13944_210714874297_772564297_2860896_6426299_n.jpg" /> </div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >Oh. P/S : I miss you, Benn. :)</span></div><div><br /></div>Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-86577741532220642412011-11-17T01:46:00.001+08:002011-11-17T01:47:58.848+08:00I miss them. I miss this.<div>Dua di Zagazig, Egypt. Dua di Shah Alam. Satu di Klang. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash2/18852_1289342106562_1020498371_30926882_2932820_n.jpg" />Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-85175982962441552292011-11-17T00:41:00.003+08:002011-11-17T00:57:39.550+08:00The reason I miss my classmates.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7mg3q_x1u5x3QrJjfQef_-RLhO3XnOiEWalw8W8d1SJQBmF4Lg3zurPEKOcPdUTNLsFBBQ-oCkO8dqr2iIngfrRHP3PvEc0yt1sWUu74FkpTB0LPuvbkmakmZ7RlsD-cujINXyTVOcpU/s1600/Untitled.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 276px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7mg3q_x1u5x3QrJjfQef_-RLhO3XnOiEWalw8W8d1SJQBmF4Lg3zurPEKOcPdUTNLsFBBQ-oCkO8dqr2iIngfrRHP3PvEc0yt1sWUu74FkpTB0LPuvbkmakmZ7RlsD-cujINXyTVOcpU/s400/Untitled.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5675638248159239554" /></a>Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-61353209188764008772011-11-10T19:31:00.002+08:002011-11-17T00:58:07.731+08:00Buah Hati<div><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/s720x720/381036_10150371396439550_784634549_8437105_1481688513_n.jpg" /></div>Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-6584201169189959012011-11-01T17:14:00.004+08:002011-11-01T18:13:54.529+08:00Meltdown<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjpkUc0fan88oAXR2MnTJk20g_FsaOOUpQo9LpA1ZREU4bpgfAadsCyqnSlBRzQHrfzDRoOv0EOzOBipH8ZfF6faFmfFcUqX-I7vN_GaCttPLjkRqBAGRC4sqzj7ynzD5gg-kwIIySOlTA/s1600/long-distance-love.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 306px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjpkUc0fan88oAXR2MnTJk20g_FsaOOUpQo9LpA1ZREU4bpgfAadsCyqnSlBRzQHrfzDRoOv0EOzOBipH8ZfF6faFmfFcUqX-I7vN_GaCttPLjkRqBAGRC4sqzj7ynzD5gg-kwIIySOlTA/s400/long-distance-love.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5669960725595197442" border="0" /></a><br /><img src="file:///C:/DOCUME%7E1/Guest/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot.png" alt="" /><img src="file:///C:/DOCUME%7E1/Guest/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot-1.png" alt="" /><img src="file:///C:/DOCUME%7E1/Guest/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot-2.png" alt="" /><br /><br /><br />I'd be lying if I say I don't miss him. Of course I do. Manusia mana takkan rindu kalau macam ni, true? But so far so good. I'm still holding on. A few texts here and there is enough to keep me happy. The only thing that's bugging me is the time difference. Guess it's way too early to adapt though.<br /><br />Everyone is being super sweet and asking me how I'm doing. (The ones who know, that is). When I reply "I'm okay", they would say that it's okay to cry and all.<br /><br />Funny that I haven't had the meltdown I've been imagining I would have since the day he broke the news. I did cry my hearts out whenever he called when he's around but now that he's gone, not a drop of tear. Not even when I said my last goodbye to him. I surprised myself that I am THIS strong. All my life, I've been told that I'm more like my dad, whose heart is super soft. Me, being a woman, added being such a crybaby to that list.<br /><br />Perhaps it's too early for the meltdown? Or my heart is slowly toughening up?Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-85804540961965586432011-10-20T18:09:00.005+08:002011-10-21T00:57:14.020+08:00Selamat Tinggal Arjuna Raga<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-9vh-4U2Y73PNfnWaY9sOMEwe8NaxLqCQwCg2X6bonkpZgHhBFwiG5oDUfFryeRGKwrcz-eR2E3Cf2xMRz5yWhUYlomjrwJTPUAU7vAzFEZq1FnqbpPPnCj_SZDmv5PfveAC-s0WH7yk/s1600/airplane.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-9vh-4U2Y73PNfnWaY9sOMEwe8NaxLqCQwCg2X6bonkpZgHhBFwiG5oDUfFryeRGKwrcz-eR2E3Cf2xMRz5yWhUYlomjrwJTPUAU7vAzFEZq1FnqbpPPnCj_SZDmv5PfveAC-s0WH7yk/s400/airplane.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5665574916134397026" /><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhze1J67ea6qtPcSejh8FuRfrHgyKCz-sIEBXngvpJDLByM5CFeBBb2rMBt3ivoJIsG04-mMHPvwIGwyCbknxbTpVu0GU0vt7QvSsAlMR-XdDDOUXaOHvHEvIrQySFecQsvo4UJFXG2so4/s400/10130_139628479297_772564297_2386381_1712033_n.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5665618813948454194" /></a><br /><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></span></div><b>28 October</b>. Tarikh keramat. <div><br />Tipu kalau aku bilang aku tidak nangis. </div><div>Saat dikhabarkan berita itu,</div><div>air mata seakan peneman</div><div>seakan memahami </div><div>seolah mahu pujuk jiwa. </div><div><div>Hati berkecai. Tersepai. </div><div>Terpecah-belah. </div><div>Hati menangis. Jiwa memberontak. </div><div>Hati kata tidak. Jiwa ujar jangan. </div><div>Tapi siapa aku untuk menghalang?</div><div>Siapa?</div><div>Cuma orang biasa menuntut jiwa dia</div><div>Menanti cinta</div><div>Menunggu dia. </div><div>Mahukan dia. </div><div><br /></div><div><div><br /></div><div>Menangis.</div><div>Bisa pujuk hati dalam sekelip mata.</div><div>Bisa rapuhkan lagi rasa kecewa. </div><div>Bisa hapuskan rasa jiwa.</div><div>Bisa hentikan amarah diri </div><div>Bisa bergolak jiwa mahukan semua itu lagi. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Hati menangis. Masih terkedu. Masih membisu. </div><div>Jiwa makin memberontak, makin melawan. </div><div>Tak sanggup terima kenyataan. </div><div>Tidak. </div><div>Tak akan. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Mana mungkin aku bisa jadi seperti dulu?</div><div>Sekuat itu?</div><div>Setabah itu?</div><div>Sebahagia dulu?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Kuatnya aku kerna dia. </div><div>Semangat dia. </div><div>Ketawa dia. </div><div>Amarah dia. </div><div>Tangisan dia. </div><div>Jujurnya iklas setiap kata-kata dia.</div><div>Kekuatan aku hilang bersama dia. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Kerana dia sudah tiada. </div><div>Takkan ada berbulan lamanya. </div><div>Takkan ada mungkin juga bertahun. </div><div>Tak pasti. </div><div>Yang pasti cuma aku sendiri. </div><div>Disini.</div><div>Ditinggal penuh emosi.</div><div>Dibiar menjadi kuat untuk sekali</div><div>Diajar supaya tabah hadapi hari-hari lain nanti. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Aku rindu. </div><div>Rindu untuk mengadu,</div><div>walau dia dengar tidak berkata. </div><div>Rindu untuk bertanya,</div><div>dan dia setia menjawab semua. </div><div>Rindu untuk ketawa,</div><div>kerana aku bahagianya ada dia.</div><div><br /></div><div>Ikhlas aku pinta</div><div>jangan pernah berhenti menjadi pendengar setia.</div><div>jangan pernah berhenti menjawab soalan-soalan semua.</div><div>jangan pernah berhenti buat aku ketawa.</div><div>dan</div><div>jangan sesekali hentikan rasa sayang di jiwa. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lt7lqxsCHh1qbpwzeo1_500.jpg" /></div></div></div>Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-74067334954425770392011-10-10T00:20:00.004+08:002011-10-10T00:56:40.262+08:00Mungkin ini.Lama betul kali ni aku biar Serigala Jadian berhabuk. Maaf. Terlampau busy dengan dunia maya lain. Salahkan Biz Stone and the rest of the clan. <div><br /></div><div><div>Aku rasa manusia dah hilang kuasa privacy. Thanks to all these addictive social networks. Aku selalu je bukak blog ni, but bila nak taip rasa macam numb. Macam bila kau speechless, hah gitulah konsepnya.</div><div><br /></div><div>Aku dah nak masuk dua tiga. Rasa a bit tua, sebab kalau pergi library ada zon remaja, dan zon dewasa ; aku tak sesuai masuk zon remaja. (Bukan tak boleh but materials there aren't suitable for my age). </div><div><br /></div><div>Rasa aneh. Rasa macam nak fit in dalam society susah sebab aku belum cukup matang nak berborak perihal dewasa but aku dah matang nak bicara pasal puberty semua. Okayy. You get the drift lah kan. </div><div><br /></div><div>19 days. Nineteen days. Nineteen. Sembilan belas hari. Okay. I'm actually not prepared for any of these emotional breakdown, heartbreaks, puffy-eyes and depression. But I guess I must, eh? Suka atau tak, it's gonna happen eventually. Which sucks, pretty much. </div><div><br /></div><div>Mata bengkak pergi exam. Alasan satu sebab study last minute dan stay up all night dan kedua, menangis. Aku jarang tipu to those around me and so bila ditanya kenapa mata bengkak, bibir terkumat-kamit jawab ; semalam nangis. </div><div><br /></div><div>Bila ditanya kenapa,</div><div><br /></div><div>aku nangis lagi. Sebak. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Tak boleh focus exam ketiga. Memang tak boleh. Aku study but tak boleh masuk. Aku cuba study, but tak mampu. Aku betul-betul fall deep into the pit of depression dan aku rasa useless. Orang tak mungkin faham. They dont get it sebenarnya. Mereka banyak peduli pasal hati sendiri, jadi aku malas mahu cerita. </div><div><br /></div><div>Aku doa pointer tak drop. Kalau static tak mengapa, aku bersyukur sangat. </div><div><br /></div><div>Aku wonder if aku cukup matang untuk tunaikan janji-janji aku. Cukup matang untuk bersabar, cukup matang untuk memahami, cukup matang untuk tidak menangis hari-hari. </div><div><br /></div><div>Ada teman bagi nasihat terulung ; dia kata kalau sekarang sudah mengalah, esok lusa tak mahu mengandung sebab takutkan beranak. Ayat dia kelakar sebenarnya, sebab tak relevan langsung dengan situasi hidup aku but dia betul. Takkan lah sebab takut nak beranak makanya aku tak nak mengandung? Bullshit. </div><div><br /></div><div>In the end, aku perlu kuat. I have to. I must. I would be lying if I said the last few days (weeks, even) have been great. My emotions have been anything but stable. I've been sad and angry and all mixed feelings that I can't expressed to anyone.</div><div><br /></div><div>At times, I need comforting words from my friends but some of them are pretty 'busy', so I'll just mend my own broken heart. I just wanna feel safe again, like I used to feel. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>But life is unpredictable, baby. And the ones you leaned on to may leave you for another person. </div><div>Maybe. Just maybe. </div><div><br /></div></div>Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-45444673592723601602011-08-24T10:32:00.002+08:002011-08-24T10:43:47.728+08:00Wordless Wednesday # 5
<br /><div><img src="http://extraordinarydesign.files.wordpress.com/2010/11/far.jpg?w=500&h=359" /></div>Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-67199006638171676982011-08-17T22:42:00.002+08:002011-08-17T22:56:00.145+08:00This. that.*Tiup habuk*<div>
<br /></div><div>It's been ages since my last entry. Nak kata busy, boleh tahanlah tidak. Nak kata tak busy, tak jugak.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>Haritu niat nak buat one-day-one-entry but biasalah, angan-angan tak kesampaian. So here goes. *baki hari-hari yang dimuatkan dalam satu entry*</div><div>
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<br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 19px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><ol style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px !important; margin-left: 0px; "><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">who i would like to meet : Johnny Depp</small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">weird things i do when i’m alone. : i tend to sleep when i'm alone. sorta addicted to sleep like nobody's business</small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">how i’d spend ten thousand dollars. : Pay back my student loan. Or invest. Or not. </small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">things i like and things i don’t like about the way i look. : I like my eyes. And I dont like my legs. </small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">what i am wearing : Tee and boxers. </small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">the person who has hurt me the most in life. : voldemort in human form and his "allies" </small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">my last night out in detail. : Nothing much. Berbuka at home, as usual</small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">something that makes me sad when i think about it. : my mama</small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">something i’ve lied about. : my weight (i tend to add extra kilos when people ask)</small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">something i’m currently worrying about. : my cgpa</small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">one person i’d throw off a cliff, one i’d marry. : throw? voldemort in human form. marry? benn. </small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">something i do without realising. : biting my lips until they bleed. </small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">lyrics that apply to my current situation/mood. : "dont give up on me baby" - The scripts</small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">something i regret. : knowing voldemort in human form.</small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">post a picture of myself. : no.</small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">my longest relationship and who it was with. : current one, with benn. </small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">5 things i want to change. : my hair, my shoes, my purse, my cellphone and perhaps my car</small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">my view on being famous. : people wanna be famous and yet when they're famous they wanna hide themselves. like defakk?</small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">someone i’d like to be for a day and why. : i wanna live a day as Blake Lively. Just for the sake of it</small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">5 things within touching distance. : Cellphone. Bottle. Pen. Notes. Mouse</small></small></strong></li><li style="font-size: 14px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px !important; margin-left: 0px; text-indent: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">story of my first kiss. : When i was born, mama kiss me on both cheeks and said that i look like my dad. </small></small></strong></li></ol></span></div>Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-91373109001181378572011-07-31T00:37:00.003+08:002011-07-31T00:51:21.679+08:00Dua benda.<div>Currently getting myself ready for 2 main events in my life ;</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Ramadhan and Midterm Exams. </b></div><div><br /></div><div>Monday, 1st August would be the first day of Ramadhan and my first day of midterm. Nice one. I'm not complaining due to tak larat puasa ke ape, I'm just worried I wont be able to focus. I have problems fasting these days, sejak sakit. Nothing to worry kot. Just a minor set back but takpelah. Hopefully I'll able to fast and excel in my exams at the same time. :) <i>*positive thinking*</i></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div></div><blockquote><div><br /></div><div><i><b>1st August</b> : <span class="Apple-style-span" >Food Processing & Preservation </span></i></div><div><i><b>2nd August</b> : <span class="Apple-style-span" >Observational Behaviour</span></i></div><div><i><b>3rd August </b>: <span class="Apple-style-span" >Purchasing and Menu Planning</span></i></div></blockquote><div><i></i></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lf8z76gSFc1qgueg9o1_r1_500.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjn50NQS8VCgiXaF6cRrWZCeah9x1oI_zgwlbN6mrLbSWhLzK8FTrx9777UzrMb8foOAEJOH1wPHPK7jNGiTSChxKK2uvfgZacLr3fvl2NwoGnV3HaXdqZEI82rXTqHzbR7dBlbvM_9Jd4/s1600/bilik.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 345px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjn50NQS8VCgiXaF6cRrWZCeah9x1oI_zgwlbN6mrLbSWhLzK8FTrx9777UzrMb8foOAEJOH1wPHPK7jNGiTSChxKK2uvfgZacLr3fvl2NwoGnV3HaXdqZEI82rXTqHzbR7dBlbvM_9Jd4/s400/bilik.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5635185597403731554" /></a><i>p/s: Bilik baru kemas. Alhamdulilah lapang otak. Ceh ceh. Yang comelnya ada gambar papa and arwah mama, I put it there so that bila malas study I'll have inspiration. :) </i><div><i><br /></i></div><div><i>p/p/s : Salam Ramadhan semua. Semoga tahun ini bulan Ramadhan membawa keberkatan yang tak terhingga kepada kita. May Allah accept our good deeds and we're blessed throughout the holy month, InsyaAllah. </i></div>Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-77866184425445228352011-07-29T23:24:00.003+08:002011-07-30T00:01:02.810+08:00Day 4 : The best thing that has happened to me this week<div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-snc6/248491_10150255754579298_772564297_7211967_5686918_n.jpg" /></div><div><br /></div>Can't think of any event but bonding with my fellow TW ; <b>Amalina</b> and <b>Shazila</b> is fun fun fun! They're the best. Sekarang semua dalam dilemma <i><span class="Apple-style-span">(aiseh, dilemma kau ingat macam dilemma nelly kelly hape?)</span> </i>malas study. Kenapalah. Mood semua terbang keluar tingkap. <div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>The other best thing this week is Benn took a leave this afternoon to come to Shah Alam to see me. Sweet macam gula boyfriend aku ni. He had to do a market survey regarding his research and dia datang sini, buat surprise and ajak aku tolong dia sekali. Sweet lah tu ngedate sambil buat kerja. Hihi. I don't mind at all, lama gila tak jumpa dia. Busy betul. Kesian dia penat kerja. When you're working at a research center, macam tulah. Kadang-kadang malam baru balik, esok pagi-pagi dah kena datang tengok result. Hurm. But takpelah. Experience kan. Baru seronok sikit dia buat Viva nanti. Banyak benda dia boleh elaborate pasal practical dia :)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Besides that, nothing much. I don't have the mood to blog these days. I'm truly sorry. Nanti tunggu post tajuk best sikit eh? Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">p/s : Aku paling suka gambar diatas. Sebab aku suka lompat and gambar ni je antara gambar menjadi. Hihihi</span><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-83583081568350565522011-07-25T22:41:00.002+08:002011-07-25T23:03:43.755+08:00Day 3 : 5 things that irritate me about the same/opposite sex<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://www.tampabay.com/blogs/gradebook/sites/tampabay.com.blogs.gradebook/files/images/typepad-legacy-files/54253.6a00d83451b05569e20120a5dae19d970c-pi.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">1. Tardiness. It's irritating as hell.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://www.cupcakesnmonsters.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/07/Liar.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;">2. Liars. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://spiritualoasis.files.wordpress.com/2006/10/hypocrite-mask.gif" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">3. Hypocrites. Say it to my face, will ya?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEigSqWFRF-tkRl4dVotc6ET7vLiWXv8q27BG7CpPCpU3goytaYOskqPA_I5Dgg_6h3rBwlZ9i5x8-OltC9FNFUDcPDQfIAHFd7E8l_6SCYxDN0bCCY3VsXPtvsnKTidZ57Fo5KCHHl9AII/s400/bragger.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;">4. Bragger</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://images.sodahead.com/polls/000913199/messyEater_xlarge.jpeg" alt="Are you a messy eater?" /></div><div style="text-align: center;">5. Messy eater</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px; "><b><br /></b></span></span></div></div></div>Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-41181610186938957452011-07-23T22:05:00.003+08:002011-07-23T22:17:48.696+08:00Day 2 : A famous person I've been compared to<div style="text-align: left;">Masa aku sekolah rendah, dorang panggil aku Oprah. Mungkin sebab aku gelap dan rambut aku kerinting. Seriously kerinting nigga pun kalah</div><div><br /></div><div>Ni comparison dari segi physical lah. Aku rasa.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://img2.timeinc.net/people/i/2007/database/oprah/oprah300.jpg" /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">But aku tak kisah. Sebab dia ni successful gila kot. Aku aim nak jadi macam dia, dah kaya lepas tu tolong orang2. Anita Sarawak pun cuba untuk jadi macam Oprah but failed. Banyak pahala Oprah dapat andai kata dia orang Islam. But she's such an awesome person lah, regardless her race and religion. Memang awesome.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Tak kenal Oprah? Noob gila kau. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-12333400957128322252011-07-22T10:13:00.008+08:002011-07-22T10:57:52.180+08:00Day 1 : The person I like & why I like them<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjbmnKO4LwUrB9KPrVdT-6_uJDjAhV5F8u8UhTn_-L6fyTMiiAHrwpFjHTbVS_2Y9pBCZDM_N7hWnbhGKmcibMBYEz8j-I0CCS37DbXx3tpcMZzrCsl6-UYvzzgeMN35577nI9ZHsEgM6E/s1600/33719_451703644846_561389846_5181583_1243298_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjbmnKO4LwUrB9KPrVdT-6_uJDjAhV5F8u8UhTn_-L6fyTMiiAHrwpFjHTbVS_2Y9pBCZDM_N7hWnbhGKmcibMBYEz8j-I0CCS37DbXx3tpcMZzrCsl6-UYvzzgeMN35577nI9ZHsEgM6E/s400/33719_451703644846_561389846_5181583_1243298_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5632003749129201186" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >Bukit Cerakah.</span></i> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCMYak-oAAPXM8IMgBF57gIglaA2Fx_h7ayMAqEHgwPqhyphenhyphenHc27T1nw_MSCnCqLCyfV3upy2WEWg-PaED-SRrQF2WiSoNAzdwYPOPd_PVHGo-reUjILPIMiSs1mJwbbiX9_23WsV8ZErZM/s1600/38081_141981835820189_100000251191594_331462_7044233_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 301px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCMYak-oAAPXM8IMgBF57gIglaA2Fx_h7ayMAqEHgwPqhyphenhyphenHc27T1nw_MSCnCqLCyfV3upy2WEWg-PaED-SRrQF2WiSoNAzdwYPOPd_PVHGo-reUjILPIMiSs1mJwbbiX9_23WsV8ZErZM/s400/38081_141981835820189_100000251191594_331462_7044233_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5632003749155589026" /></a><div style="text-align: center; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >Class presentation</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifb5RHdWH0a4WG4eoq8AfFjdy9SqBo94xUW3mzxyn0pY1K4bWrA_oGp8Wroyd7aPtZ4mPyMisyd6o4CfX6qlKOAN4pln_qnsWsAY3dvJJqpV43mWgXI4t0Ty8m-N48D3mZbliDXeGsS9w/s1600/68809_445565849436_655329436_4948017_2824025_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 265px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifb5RHdWH0a4WG4eoq8AfFjdy9SqBo94xUW3mzxyn0pY1K4bWrA_oGp8Wroyd7aPtZ4mPyMisyd6o4CfX6qlKOAN4pln_qnsWsAY3dvJJqpV43mWgXI4t0Ty8m-N48D3mZbliDXeGsS9w/s400/68809_445565849436_655329436_4948017_2824025_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5632003052947600226" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i>Melaka</i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i><br /></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i><br /></i></span></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhL2kUWEvAp7yab5dI9chwlhGvkbKgIzXgO09OLSh3-Qe9PBlYuINQOwpvdYdZsu5dded3RLhpM4GZPKUNtOzFION3THqNxfrzmkrxYBQVw8AAlbzPOl_n8askWrz6LZDRol-2cddaQWMM/s1600/71613_451703419846_561389846_5181578_2985197_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; 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margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 265px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAdcYqfIZOLWlSLrl8CHaVkcwmprtxmDpTFiQB1oEHLdBDiSyc2yMW9PjknIP45mEnBT18hJr04zb1FwRA6yFlTnbLv4Sao26vr3GlgX-E5AUlm2xu_gmppnrbBzKEjby4d-X5K_hmDRc/s400/163097_496450134436_655329436_5679030_4071116_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5632003037510623266" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >Bowling tournament with mentor among mentees.</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8nl0bm19kiSROHVKnLtgmCWYacXd12JP9H-tWPbGeMCJ3p95nIcRNg70msYwcXy2jrTNeZxUDMbBIHLl9C7leZPwhnbUL0GxFmW_2KJMIr1M4XRiJtf212bmfe72bVuYI-hpyfJeUBO0/s1600/179075_10150091923359437_655329436_5792560_6253227_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 265px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8nl0bm19kiSROHVKnLtgmCWYacXd12JP9H-tWPbGeMCJ3p95nIcRNg70msYwcXy2jrTNeZxUDMbBIHLl9C7leZPwhnbUL0GxFmW_2KJMIr1M4XRiJtf212bmfe72bVuYI-hpyfJeUBO0/s400/179075_10150091923359437_655329436_5792560_6253227_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5632003038693849986" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >Me and Mira's birthday celebration </span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJh2lippukyGP38ctKMOBbo05nZ9wKnBcAUQ2kj6t6TdtbeXTp1SLfwfz58YJZdViFQoyMHjis7BO_0ZbOFYzPW2Rby2jaO-vg7j7nvoOUUKpp6eI11QeZtH4OlPUDYfzktxeOjP1HLio/s1600/182402_10150102420039437_655329436_5925855_2501088_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 265px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJh2lippukyGP38ctKMOBbo05nZ9wKnBcAUQ2kj6t6TdtbeXTp1SLfwfz58YJZdViFQoyMHjis7BO_0ZbOFYzPW2Rby2jaO-vg7j7nvoOUUKpp6eI11QeZtH4OlPUDYfzktxeOjP1HLio/s400/182402_10150102420039437_655329436_5925855_2501088_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5632002585873210194" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >Sapik Jemba & Fana's birthday celebration</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUfaIJw3ZO-CzU2Ge9IsY2LxaEHCnld1FZBqO1e2LD7G-hviLJmqWbgE2Ap0AVPhiYJqLpWTwWgx6hinSEuK_TmtQyXo04wbcxXiTa-emVDDqa4Gn8CRBYwg1suELHqw7sSO-hk6gJWTE/s1600/184379_10150102419029437_655329436_5925848_7692264_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 265px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUfaIJw3ZO-CzU2Ge9IsY2LxaEHCnld1FZBqO1e2LD7G-hviLJmqWbgE2Ap0AVPhiYJqLpWTwWgx6hinSEuK_TmtQyXo04wbcxXiTa-emVDDqa4Gn8CRBYwg1suELHqw7sSO-hk6gJWTE/s400/184379_10150102419029437_655329436_5925848_7692264_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5632002584235463042" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjYUurxq6idNk-CDvzQNst9NFvTsH_7MB4TJKwJ_A4p24i0TNH4UxKqgbasrTlzTXw6Dv9DxgtQ2-Y_TzrzgFIn6GYdAzW-N7k5LUpDeetPyC30Rn9PEG0G90dY_DynxqffxGqjjT_fIwg/s1600/205129_10150167259834847_561389846_6573962_1009075_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 265px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjYUurxq6idNk-CDvzQNst9NFvTsH_7MB4TJKwJ_A4p24i0TNH4UxKqgbasrTlzTXw6Dv9DxgtQ2-Y_TzrzgFIn6GYdAzW-N7k5LUpDeetPyC30Rn9PEG0G90dY_DynxqffxGqjjT_fIwg/s400/205129_10150167259834847_561389846_6573962_1009075_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5632002585062525714" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >Amalina & Aida's birthday celebration </span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiz_VW5RiZo_htZ4DfLImEkndvnGwKjoax9-ft8uTlLLsycS09a4z9xXultc5HoGiTrwU4pIe4uFEUf6E5VVdCkJkr6HPQPFI7SQHoZh_NcbBl19vTtOR0S_n8h7PlZgAfiPypGztC1B0w/s1600/215327_10150167262494847_561389846_6574004_3164930_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 265px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiz_VW5RiZo_htZ4DfLImEkndvnGwKjoax9-ft8uTlLLsycS09a4z9xXultc5HoGiTrwU4pIe4uFEUf6E5VVdCkJkr6HPQPFI7SQHoZh_NcbBl19vTtOR0S_n8h7PlZgAfiPypGztC1B0w/s400/215327_10150167262494847_561389846_6574004_3164930_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5632002580162159010" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7H0LLcRd5DAlf9N8i5sYa-SekE4nYUdj0e7fKRikYKIz0Pv41TqPJ-KTdV5QFVZ_xCy0jFC9AM5yayOjNg3wyZT6xwAlar32RWFMFTpa04bMgmyzDPPjAVMLbeVWy0B-0lE-pliD3lGw/s1600/216583_10150150119294437_655329436_6235588_1095675_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7H0LLcRd5DAlf9N8i5sYa-SekE4nYUdj0e7fKRikYKIz0Pv41TqPJ-KTdV5QFVZ_xCy0jFC9AM5yayOjNg3wyZT6xwAlar32RWFMFTpa04bMgmyzDPPjAVMLbeVWy0B-0lE-pliD3lGw/s400/216583_10150150119294437_655329436_6235588_1095675_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5632002576109406162" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >Fana's engagement</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwh4Bkd8ZSiNOA3f42CoXbAqWp-7VZnlnny0xX6vIJ5mYulwJDSubStkZrTLAN6XDH-FJFiVaSxXWifd7cWs-Bzh4ZL0Dls7lawRNUDxasxEwf2dxTn3ibKGRc1sScZd-ZIJ7t9ImaaxM/s1600/217727_10150167261144847_561389846_6573983_5905366_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 265px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwh4Bkd8ZSiNOA3f42CoXbAqWp-7VZnlnny0xX6vIJ5mYulwJDSubStkZrTLAN6XDH-FJFiVaSxXWifd7cWs-Bzh4ZL0Dls7lawRNUDxasxEwf2dxTn3ibKGRc1sScZd-ZIJ7t9ImaaxM/s400/217727_10150167261144847_561389846_6573983_5905366_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5631998407732010562" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg32s3deQykQrj6HkoxYahCIXCqDN7297O976JlEHmW_VUQh3fjFfOL4HeIZi1ON9eEMdZncFzBmtidDmb5gGsdq1RQ65JSWISyH75tBYMZh6v0luZEZPnHHyOzfefoH-_0IGGElXO6zBY/s1600/229129_10150185705984437_655329436_6542246_3785001_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 265px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg32s3deQykQrj6HkoxYahCIXCqDN7297O976JlEHmW_VUQh3fjFfOL4HeIZi1ON9eEMdZncFzBmtidDmb5gGsdq1RQ65JSWISyH75tBYMZh6v0luZEZPnHHyOzfefoH-_0IGGElXO6zBY/s400/229129_10150185705984437_655329436_6542246_3785001_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5631998401785309362" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >Treasure Hunt (Leadership day) Bolot semua hadiah. Evil liddat</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXLL__-czakVBcBmTpkdPfkkNE1HuF70awoG46Ihh9Zo_A2BpmNgTymHR2ZEW-PXO2-cKf6Aqp5gaiXwDBdwvOJJWxmSLNcgWQFLvNI7CITgkhL3HRvh-3cI7EN1B0TMCfxg2tS0u6IT4/s1600/229466_10150184262279298_772564297_6677416_1468736_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXLL__-czakVBcBmTpkdPfkkNE1HuF70awoG46Ihh9Zo_A2BpmNgTymHR2ZEW-PXO2-cKf6Aqp5gaiXwDBdwvOJJWxmSLNcgWQFLvNI7CITgkhL3HRvh-3cI7EN1B0TMCfxg2tS0u6IT4/s400/229466_10150184262279298_772564297_6677416_1468736_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5631998399443055538" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >Fav place to hangout :)</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXdrbDEU_tnRQ4iNYLsY6D0pdDMCkfESKgXo6ABWN5pRZEP2UVwVP_iUHANC8ALfLJjmglWisStuH4wg_24XfWLj7iODPo7DtaVMtRkYHqzJv2UPiRl60wiv1_usurkuw4hS6gc-1GglQ/s1600/230802_1896607348002_1626169314_1880058_3397173_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXdrbDEU_tnRQ4iNYLsY6D0pdDMCkfESKgXo6ABWN5pRZEP2UVwVP_iUHANC8ALfLJjmglWisStuH4wg_24XfWLj7iODPo7DtaVMtRkYHqzJv2UPiRl60wiv1_usurkuw4hS6gc-1GglQ/s400/230802_1896607348002_1626169314_1880058_3397173_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5631998393728110418" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgE3qaigdLcYSOQYPHtJbynT3IpibPyu4ZHhkLZgciGQfgy0jXG0mN7kxBWxh_Amm3bON6WsP3WY4r_o2Tbk635IUuKhAeFTQjk9AmZRFEaQA1_vdBYaIeFRYllmOCBU9PlDkiHwuHipEQ/s1600/248429_10150212831754637_507024636_6873160_7525393_n+%25281%2529.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgE3qaigdLcYSOQYPHtJbynT3IpibPyu4ZHhkLZgciGQfgy0jXG0mN7kxBWxh_Amm3bON6WsP3WY4r_o2Tbk635IUuKhAeFTQjk9AmZRFEaQA1_vdBYaIeFRYllmOCBU9PlDkiHwuHipEQ/s400/248429_10150212831754637_507024636_6873160_7525393_n+%25281%2529.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5631998391093719186" /></a><br />I can't think of just a single person right now. Obvious choice would be talking about Benn but he'll get his entry soon enough. And therefore I have choosen my greatest friends ever, the Toilet Whisperer aka TW! <div><br /></div><div>A picture is worth a thousand words. Therefore I need not to explain more about this friendship I treasure. :) </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-57623166663998578842011-07-22T10:02:00.004+08:002011-07-22T10:15:23.190+08:0026 days.Here goes. One day a post for 26 days. :)<br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; "><ol style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px !important; margin-left: 0px; "><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">the person i like and why i like them.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">a famous person i’ve been compared to.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">5 things that irritate me about the same sex/opposite sex.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">the best thing that has happened to me this week.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "> who i would like to meet </small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">weird things i do when i’m alone.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">how i’d spend ten thousand dollars.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">things i like and things i don’t like about the way i look.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">what i am wearing</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">the person who has hurt me the most in life. </small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">my last night out in detail.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">something that makes me sad when i think about it.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">something i’ve lied about.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">something i’m currently worrying about.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">one person i’d throw off a cliff, one i’d marry and one i’d fuck.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">something i do without realising.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">lyrics that apply to my current situation/mood.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">a weird/funny story.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">something i regret.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">post a picture of myself.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">my longest relationship and who it was with.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">5 things i want to change.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">my view on being famous.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">someone i’d like to be for a day and why.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">5 things within touching distance.</small></small></strong></li><li style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px !important; margin-left: 0px; "><strong style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "><small style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; ">story of my first kiss.<br /></small></small></strong></li></ol></span></div>Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-39517541488200210332011-07-20T23:30:00.001+08:002011-07-20T23:35:08.856+08:00Wordless Wednesday # 4<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lnhv7woolt1qbpwzeo1_500.png" />Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-8702672842434662342011-07-17T22:30:00.000+08:002011-07-17T22:31:38.044+08:00You're the one I want. Forever. Until eternity. Sampai syurga. <div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://a2.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/230975_10150182720319298_772564297_6663740_1998183_n.jpg" /></div>Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6366054564346506261.post-22319606446059143042011-07-13T15:24:00.001+08:002011-07-13T15:35:25.290+08:00Wordless Wednesday # 3<div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lo8zrjOBDR1qagzszo1_500.jpg" /></div>Syafy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00002317469824885073noreply@blogger.com2